Friday, March 18, 2011

My Greatest Power..

my greatest power is the power of To Be

To Be more loving
To Be more courageus
To Be more joyous
To Be more friendly
To Be more sensitive
To Be more aware
To Be more forgiving
To Be more tolerant
To Be more humble
To Be more patient
To Be more helpful
To Be a Greater Human Being

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

lesson of the day

be thankfull of what you get now, don't be jeaolus of what other people get because jeaolusy can make you feel really annoying


share any problems or any story to your mom or your dad or maybe both because they can help you and it makes you fell better after you tell them

Bersyukur..

Bersyukur..
punya keluarga yang kayak gini, keluarga yang kayak gini yang gue mau

Bersyukur..
punya ayah yang selalu ada kapanpun dan dimanapun anaknya butuh, yang selalu sabar sama anaknya walaupun anaknya kadang kadang bandel, ayah yang paling simple dan paling ganteeeng hihi dan yang paling penting ayah yang sayang banget sama anaknya, setiap aku tanya 'ayah sayang sama aku seapa?' pasti ayah bilang 'ayah bingung mau jawab apa, soalnya ga ada benda di dunia ini yang bisa nandingin sayangnya ayah ke kamu kak' :')

Bersyukur..
punya bunda yang paling paling 'te o pe', walaupun kadang suka marah tapi aku tau bunda sayang sama aku, bunda paling sabaaaaaaaar banget sama anaknya yang pada jail sama bandel hihi.bunda juga ibu yang paliiiing cantik, dan yang paling penting bunda yang sayang sama anaknya, gausah pake tanya ke bunda kalo bunda sayang sama aku, ga penting karena tanpa aku tanya gitu pasti setiap mau berangkat sekolah, pulang sekolah, mau tidur dan mau apapun pasti bunda bilang 'I love you kaak, hati-hati yaa jaga diri baik-baik, saranghaee' :')

Bersyukur..
punya adek kayak Azzah dan Aziz, walaupun mereka sering bandel dan sering godain aku sampe nangis tapi mereka adek yang paliiiiiiiiiiing baik, mereka juga selalu ada pas aku lagi butuh, waktu sakit juga mereka yang paling sering nemenin kalo bunda sama ayah gak ada.
Azzah yang walupun sering minjem baju, tas atau apapun dari aku tapi gitu gitu dia sayang sama kakaknya, kita juga saling cerita tentang keadaan di sekolah setiap malem.
Aziz yang paling suka jailin kakaknya, tapi dia gitu gitu peduli banget sama kakaknya walaupun dia anak paling kecil tapi sifatnya udah kayak anak cowo paling gede, dia selalu ngelindungin kakaknya kalo kakakny lagi susah, hobinya kalo lagi sakit pasti selalu tidur bareng aku soalnya dia minta apa apa pasti sama kakaknya hihi :')

Bersyukur..
punya eyang kakung sama eyang putri yang sayang sama peduli banget sama cucunya, walaupun cucunya sering bandel sama mereke. walupun mereka udah ga ada, tapi aku tetep ngerasa mereka masih disini tapi mereka lagi 'dipinjem' sama Allah buat ditanya tanyain, semoga mereka baik baik aja disana.
Eyang kakung yang paling deket sama aku, waktu dia sakit aku yang jagain dirumah sakit, walaupun dia gak sadar, tapi aku tahu kalo dia lagi panggil panggil nama aku soalnya keliatan pas aku pegang tangannya, tangannya bergerak. Sampe saat saat terakhir waktu dia 'dipinjem' sama Allah, ngeliatnya ga tega, kenapa harus di depan mata cucunya? tapi mungkin itu jalan yang terbaik :')
Eyang putri juga, waktu dia sakit aku yang nginep di rumah sakit. dulu, waktu masih kecil pasti setiap pagi dia bikin kue kue kering buat cucunya, tapi sekarang pasti dia lagi bikin kue kering juga buat malaikat yang lagi istirahat disana, pasti malaikat pada seneng deh soalnya cucunya aja seneng kalo dibikinin kue. sayang, waktu dia 'dipinjem' sama Allah kita sekeluarga lagi di rumah kakek nenek yang satunya jadi kita ga bisa dampingin, tapi kita langsung pergi ke rumah sakit waktu dapet kabar itu.
Semoga eyang kakung sama eyang putri baik baik yaa disana :) mereka emang pasangan sehidup semati, mereka meninggal di tahun yang sama, kasian tapi ayah huhu

Bersyukur..
punya enin sama kiking (panggilan lain buat nenek kakek) yang masih bisa ngehibur cucunya waktu cucunya lagi sedih, yang selalu ada kalo cucunya lagi pada butuh, yang selalu nge doain cucunya kalo cucunya mau ujian atau ada ulangan. Alhamdulillah enin sama kiking masih ada, mereka belum 'dipinjem' sama Allah, semoga mereka panjang umur dan tolong ya Allah jangan 'pinjem' mereka dulu sebelum mereka ngeliat cucunya nikah dan punya anak hihi :)

Bersyukur..
bisa masuk 61, karena kalo gamasuk 61 pasti ga ketemu makhluk makhluk langka kayak THE SCRAVTO, emang udah beberapa kali ngebahas ini makhluk di blog tapi pasti ga pernah ada abisnya kalo ngebahas anak anak ini, the best class that i've ever had before. walaupun kita udah mau pisah, tapi gue gabakal ngelupain lo semua, lo semua berkesan bagi gue setiap anak di kelas ini, love you all guuuys

Bersyukur..
sangat teramat bersyukur sama Allah yang udah biarin aku hidup di dunia dan di lingkungan yang seperti ini, karena kalo engga, pasti ga bakal pernah aku ketemu sama semua orang yang aku kenal sekarang, ga ada suka duka yang aku lewatin selama beberapa tahun ini, ga ada kebahagiaan yang aku bagi untuk keluarga teman dan lainnya, ga ada lagi kesedihan yang bisa aku lewati dengan bantuan teman dan keluarga, ga ada cerita cerita sama keluarga sama ayah sama bunda sama adek, ga ada gosip gosipan lagi sama temen temen, ga ada dan ga bakal ada itu semua. Jadi terimakasih ya ya Allah buat semua ini, makasih udah nyiptain aku :D

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Hope Is A Dream Doesn't Sleep - Kyuhyun

It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.

It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy
My heart is filled with love.
Today I might live in a harsh world again.
Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.
The dreams that are still ringing in my ears
Are leaving my side towards you.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
Like a shadow by my side you always
Quietly come to me.
To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday
With feelings of yearning, you come to me.
Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.
Because you are always by my side.
Like dust, will those memories change and leave?
I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
No matter how many times I stumble and fall
I’m still standing like this.
I only have one heart.
When I’m tired you become my strength.
My heart is towards you forever.
So I swallowed the hurt and grief.
I’ll only show you my smiling form.
It doesn’t even hurt now.
I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with you
I’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach
I love you with all my heart.


I really really like this song, when i heard it i was crying because this song is very touched my heart aaaa saranghae KyuHyun. But the part that i like a lot is the blue colour, that that that you see. And you must hear it, go search on youtube or anything.

lesson of the day

you can do everything but not anything

a day with 'almost' the half of scravto

Heyoooow, hari ini selesai midtest ada rencana dadakan dari anak scravto. Kita nonton di Bekasi Square sama tadinya sih mau karokean di Mega Bekasi (nape bekasi semua sih, ya abis paling deket situ) haha. Nah tapi anak cowonya katanya mau main futsal dulu nih di Futsal City, eh ga jadi soalnya ga bakal keburu kalo mau nonton, padahal tadinya banyak loh anak cowonya yang ikut jadi berkurang deh yg ikut nonton hehe (maaf ya kawan kawan, kenapa ga ikut aja sih) Sebelum berangkat, gue kharina intan meika dan eka mampir Mcd dulu lah isi perut, biasa batre bakal abis klao belom di charge makanan dulu hoho nanti ga seru kan kalo diem hehe.


Yaa walaupun ga semuanya ikut tapi gue seneeeeng, itu gue anggep kado dari anak scravto hihi cie ilah. Yang ikut ada gue, kharina, intan, eka, meika, distria, ilham, agam, fajri, baihaqi, jasti. Yap dan kita ngebolang beranjak dari satu mall ke mall lain haha, untung ga kayak anak lain *yagimanayaorangkitakitakankece hoho


Kita nonton THE HOLE anjiiir serem abis sumpah, bukan film setan sih tapi agak horor gitu, ngagetin lah filmnya hh -.-. Abis nonton kita langsung bingung tuh mau ngapain, berasa anak ilang di mall pake seragam hehe, tapi kapan lagi bisa jalan sama anak kelas *semogabisajalanlagiamin. Nah terus kita memutuskan untuk karokean di mana deh tadi lupa namanya pokoknya di Mega Bekasi deh. Udah sampe sana tuh, kita langsung numpang solat dulu kan ya eh abis itu kata mas mas-nya kita waiting list, baru masuk jam setengah enam *gubrak kapan pulangnya kalo gitu mah haha. Jadilah kita gajadi karokean, yasudah kita beli eskrim aja abis itu pulang deeeeh. Lumayan balik dianter agam, di mobil kita usil sama baihaqi hoho *uculbetsilobai 


Sampe rumah sekitar jam 6an deh pas banget mau maghrib hehe, pokoknya intinya I HAVE ONE REALLY EXCITING DAY WITH SCRAVTO AAAA LOVE YOU ALL GUYS cup ah


xoxo

Awp

finally the midtest is oveeer :)

yeyeyeyeye akhirnya midtest selesaaaai, semoga nilainya bagus bagus ya Allah amin amin hihi

Monday, March 14, 2011

Do You Ever Feel...

Do you ever feel..
like there's no people around you but the truth, there is soo many people beside you?

Do you ever feel..
like nobody can understand what your feel right now?

Do you ever feel..
like you were alone in tiny room?

Do you ever feel..
you could do better than now?

Do you ever feel..
you should share something to anyone?

Do you ever feel..
intimidate by your own self?

Do  you ever feel..
there's someone care about you but you don't recognize it?

Do you ever feel..
you regret something that not nobody care but you care a lot?

Do you ever fell like all those?

I do, but i don't want to over think about it and let the things flow slowly in my life ,maybe God have something to say or to do by giving me a thought like those all things

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

HEY I'M A BIRTHDAY GIRL :p

March, 6th 2011 i'm having my 15th birthday. I'm not celebrate it, just go out with my family, actually i was going to my grandparents house. Yeah, i go out with them, eat, shop, and buy stuff hehe. Maybe this birthday not as fun as last year but i really happy because, all the members of scravto congrulate my birthday aaa i'm sooo happy. That was the biggest present that i've ever had before. 
I don't ned a lot of present, just a day with my hole family and go out with them and i want a day with all my scravto member and go out to play or just go around jakarta with them. Aaaaa i wish i had that for my present hihi.
Actually i've got a present from school, you know what IT IS A SECOND SEMESTER MIDTEST -.- thank you for being sooooo kind to me school hh.
I hope my midtest going as well as i hope and i hope i won't get any remedial test amin amiiin, and so far my midtest good. Today was the first day of my midtest, and jeng jeng the first lesson is math haha can it be any better for my present *gubrak
Oh yeah at 8th of March my mom was having a birthday, yeah our birthday was close so sometimes we celebrate it together. Oh iya, last monday i'm having my medical check up, it was began at about 15.30 and finished at 22.00 aaaaa and the result hadn't come yet, i hope i will be okay :)


aaand at the end of this post, i'm not actually talked only about my birthday, i also talked about another because long time no pooost. Ok gotta go, see ya


xoxo

Awp

Friday, March 4, 2011

B-O-R-E-D-O-M

demi apapun gue bosen aaaa, mau tidur gabisa, mau makan tapi males, mau nonton ga ada film bagus hh apatau deh hah betebetebetebetebete, ya mumpung wifi belom dimatiin terus laptop ada dikamar,ya boleh lah online hoho <--- licik -~-


hell-o aaa, miape bete abis sumpah, yeee tanggal 6 ulangtahun, akhirnya gue nanti jadi umur 15 ya Allah terimakasih, padahal iri sama temen-temen yg umurnya udah 16th aa sweet sixteen ya teman hehe

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

life is (not) easy

hey hey hey ada awp disini,awp datang semua senang hahaha :P


siapa bilang sih kalo hidup itu mudah atau gampang lah istilahnya, hem pasti yg bilang kalo hidup itu mudah ya orang yang sangat aneh -.- mana ada sih yg namanya hidup itu gampang, pret banget hehe. lagian kalo hidup itu gampang jadi ya gak seru lah, mana enak ngejalanin hidup itu tanpa ada kendala, gak seru kali jadi gak ada tantangan dalam hidup. nanti kalo kita udah di surga kan jadi gak bisa berbagi cerita ke orang yang ada disana juga gimana petualangan hidup kita, yang bener tuh ya LIFE IS NOT EASY BUT YOU SHOULD TAKE IN EASY WITH YOUR LIFE, helooow jaman ya stres cuman gara-gara hidup itu susah ish engga deh ya, ngapain sih kamu buang-buang tenaga kamu cuman buat hal-hal yang gak penting ya kayak mikir kenapa hidup itu susah banget hh capek tau. mendingan ya saran aku, pikirin apa yang mau kamu lakukan buat kedepannya supaya hidup kamu bisa tertata dengan baik dan kamu gak gampang stres dengan hal-hal kehidupan yang memang rumit. ya karena aku udah SMA tapi umur masih muda (ya maklum lah) aku udah diajarin sama orang tua buat mikirin masa depan, jangan juga capek-capek mikirin hal yang gak guna buat diri sendiri. kayak aku aja deh, gausah ribet sama kehidupan yang ngejelimet, aneh, dan kadang-kadang emang ngeselin, mikir aja tentang hal-hal yang baik pasti nanti juga bakal tenang kok :)


byeee thanks for reading my post
xoxo

awp

(another) quotes

Do not regret, of what we have done. But take a valuable lesson from what we have done

by Anisa Wisnu Putri