Whenever it's start, it'll always come to an end.
Just by counting hours, it's almost the end of 2011 and also it's almost the new beginning of 2012.
Let's start 2012 with new spirit and awesomeness. Let it be always a gorgeous year ahead. Cheer up Peeps!!
Happy New Year Everybodeeeh \(^^)/

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2012 wish list

Annyeong! well...the truth is I don't have any wish list :P I just wish one thing :

I wish everything gonna be much much better than last year

e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g (but the good ones)

Done

It's done peeps
The Final Exam of the 1st semester was oveeeer (muahahaha)
Finally, I'm officially welcoming FREEDOM \('0')/
Hope...
"Semoga hasil UAS-nya ngga ada yang remedial, dan nilainya memuaskan yaAllah. Semoga rapotnya juga bagus yaAllah Amiiin"
I already did my best, and now I just pray for the best =D

Life: Enjoy it, Live it, Feel it!

Enjoy your beautiful life with your happy face =D
Don't regret what you've done in the past, just take some lessons from that (^^)b
Have fun with your own way \(^^)/
Because your life is your choice!

xoxo
Awp =D

Do you believe that, those sentences I wrote it on my chemis work book when I was at the 10th grade? And my age only 14 when I wrote that, hahaha I just found that this morning when I studied chem because, on Monday I'll get chem test. Ngga abis pikir aja, dulu kok gue bisa nulis begituan wkwk even the title too, I think every ppl have a wise side in them, even the hilarious one.

Btw, uas-nya to be continued nih, doakan aku kawaaan ('0')9

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I'll be facing my final exam of the 1st semester. Wish me nothing but tons of luck ;) Fightiiiiing \(^^)/

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"you are the one who started the game and you're also the one who ended it...oh wait, heart is not game"

waw those sentence, which I saw last couple days on someone timeline, just hit me on my face. first time, I thought, hmm poor her (the writer). and suddenly I realised that, I used to be like her too. wuoh, but then I get over it now, but one little thing that keep bother me..explanation, yeah I need 'em.

been through the hard times all by my self, and it's good to open a new page. yeah, here me now, with whole new white page that ready to fill with. no no, not with boys, I still not ready to open it again, it's just hard for me kekeke. theeeen I just fill it with my new spirit, smiles, laugh, friendsss, family and all the fun things \(^^)/


xoxo

Awp (Live, Love, Laugh)

day(s) off

Hola depito, Awp is back in this blog. Udah lama juga ya gak nge-post disini hehe. Maklum, yet it has been my hard time to me to share my thoughts in here.

So...my (lovely yet) school gave some day(s) off, ok maybe it's not some but A WEEK days off muahahaha I'm soooooo happy right now. But then, it's not 61 if it's not give some (a lot) of assignments to do. Oh yeah I forgot, actually Depdiknas who gave us the day off cause we're having Sea Games (AyoIndonesiaBisa) cheers up! I bet Indonesia could win some sports ^^v

ow ow and We (tatra&padus) are now progressing on Rhapsodie with Scraft , soon it'll be held on April 2012. Be there!! By the way I'm the member of the documentation coordinate, wish we tons of luck guys ;)

hemm now is November and soon it'll be Desember and that's mean we'll have new year and and it comes Januari. And what's up with Januari??? 61'13 goes to Bali-Bromo-Jogja on 4-11 Januari 2012. Aaaaa I just can't wait any longer, can I just skip the day 'till the study tour? :P bet every student wants that xixi

See ya as soon as possible, and btw today is 11.11.11 my wish is just one... I wish that everything in my life can be much much muuuccchh better than before ♔

I just found it on someone tumblr and its said like this...

"The most important thing though is don't let him know he hurt you.

Don't let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat.

Don't give him that satisfication.

Make him think you're completely happy.

When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever hapenned, wave back, sure.

But don't smile.

Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him."

you know what, maybe I think that's true but on the other side I think...can you just let it go? yeah, these all teenage drama thing was attacked me behind, but I'm kinda used to it, I mean like hey it's just one of the risk to be a high school students. So...just enjoy my teenage life with some beautiful things and a happy thought ♥

I've been wondering

I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes. Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have nothing going on for myself? Or are they fascinated with who I am?

The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story. No one will ever know the things I've had to overcome- Not even my closest friends, not even my own family. The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days. You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see. I always try to looks ad put together as I can, and I guess that's my way of hiding from the truth.

It's just that, that way everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay. That I never go through anything. I only everyone knew how broken I am, and how I'm holding on for dear life on this one last strand and that's recently become very delicate. The truth is that no one really knows me. No one will ever know me, and sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why I am the way I am

Remembered

I remember one morning getting up at dawn
There was such a sense of possibility and I remember thinking to my self
So, this is the beginning of happiness.
This is where it starts
And ofcourse there always be more.
Its never occurred to me
It wasn't the beginning
It was the moment
It was happiness
Right then...

I hate that feelings when you're about to cry and someone asks you if there's anything wrong to cheer you up and you try to smile but you just physically can't do it and eventually the effort of trying to smile for this one person has the tears spilling over. It makes me feel so defeated by life when I can't find the strength to smile in those moments.

I like it...

• when the stars are sparkling so bright at night . It's overwhelming
• when your tea tastes just right and it warms your organs up
• falling asleep to the sound of rain
• listening to songs that give you chills down your spine
• laughing forever until your stomach can't take it anymore
• photographs of beautiful moments/memories
• running with no destination. Just running
• sitting in the shower and just letting the water flow through your skin
• warm jackets

It all just cross my mind~

I'm so tired of people needing a reason for doing everything in their lives. Do it because you want to. Because it's fun. Because it makes you happy.

That's the best revenge of all: Happiness

Nothing drives people crazier than someone have a good fckin live {}

I'm a teenager. 

I don't need a perfect love story, I want adventure. 

I want fun

While someone breaks your heart...

Another someone is waiting to fix it

A girl doesnt need someone who doesn't need her

I just online on my tumblr and I've read some posts and those are the posts. And actually they're crossing in my mind for sure :)

Believe me, God save us for the perfect one for us ;) ({})

It sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos, old text messages, even old statuses. And it bring a smile to your face but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn't be looking back, but you can't help it because they really meant something to you and you thought it would of lasted

Fasting

mau puasa nih....

MAAFIN SEMUA KEKURANGAN DAN KESALAHAN AWP SELAMA INI YAA KAWAN-KAWAN

SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA YAAA

SEMOGA PUASA-NYA PADA SUKSES YAA HIHI

AYOOO SEMANGAT PUASA /('0')/

1st year

Happy 1st year Anniversary TheScravto :D It has been a year since we were first met each other, I thought that we didn't go as well but... jeng jeng I was wrong. Scravto is the best class that I've ever been muah :***


Altough we aren't in the same class anymore but we're still gather while the break time right hihi, miss you soooooo much guys, love you all. You all are the best thing in mine ;D


Thank you for the past one year that you all gave me, we've been through a lot of things together when it good or bad things you were always there for me hihi, thank you sooooooooo much much much :'D

New Garde, New Friends, Keep Besties

hoyhoyhoy, ok tomorrow School already start but...I'm not prepare anything yet <--- what a bad student ^^ haha. On holiday I went to...*thinking thinking thinking* NO WHERE ~-~'' maybe just went to some Malls with my parents, went to my grandma's house, that's all


soooo, I went to XI Science 2, thanks God I'm in the same class with Intan and Eka yuhuuuu muach :** but still, even I have new class, new friends, but... THE SCRAVTO IS STILL THE BEST 


Ok that's all, I have to take a shower and then go to Gramedia to buy some books hihi papaaaay readers (~'o')~

If you are struck between two options, just flip 

a coin in the air!

Not because it solves the problem... but because while the coin is in the air, You will get to know what your heart is really hoping for.

-Unknown-

H. HO. HOL. HOLI. HOLID. HOLIDA. HOLIDAY. ayayayay :D

heyooow, yap yap udah liburan nih yaa sebenernya udah dari beberapa hari yg lalu sih hehe

oh iya, kamis kemaren bagi rapot, alhamdulillah memuaskan, alhamdulillah bisa ngebanggain ayah bunda hihi. dan yg paling alhamdulillah banget banget banget I've got science class wuhuuu yeay, one by one all my dreams will come true amin amin :D

okeh, liburan enaknya ngapain yaaaa, ya yg enak mah jalan jalan, *gubrak lah gue? bangun pagi, solat, mandi, makan, nonton, pacaran sama laptop, tidur lagi, daaan seterusnya.... ayah lagi pergi sih ada acara gitu di Magelang, seminggu disana, dan dirumah lagi ada nenek huvt yasudahlah stay home -.-'' Ayaaaaah cepet pulang pliscuplis ngga kuat kalo liburan gini caranya, anaknya bisa bekerak ini hh~

oh iya, baru baru ini sih gue bikin tumblr, mayan lah ngisi liburan gue yg suntuk ini, boleh silahkan diliat di wepaaay.tumblr.com hehe random banget sih itu, yaaa kayak gue sukanya random random gitcuu hehe.

udah dulu yaaa, wepenya mau bobok ciang haha sok imut banget najis ih

I'll Miss Them

hulaaaa, long time no poooosst huhu miss my blog :) maklum lah ya, kemaren lagi sibuk belajar soalnya mau uas hoho. yap daaaaaaan alhamdulillah sekarang sih udah selesai, hasilnya juga udah keluar dikit lah, alhamdulillah juga memuaskan, tapi....jengjeng belom bagi rapot dan belom tau dapet jurusan apa haaa mistis nih, yaa semoga aja rapot ada kenaikan biar bisa dapet undangan *amin sama dapet jurusan ipa deh hihi amin amin yaAllah


yah tapi ini nih yg ngga gue ga suka, kalo naik kelas berarti bakal pisah sama TheScravto huhu ngga rela serela-relanya, aaa ini udah kelas yg paling pw banget sumpah, wepenya gamau pisaaah huhu T.T yap but whenever it start it will be over soon, but....aaa I don't wanna seperate from this class, aaaah I love them so damn much. I started to think, if I didn't meet this class on my junior time in high school, what will could it be? hell yeah I'm so lucky if I think about it. I WILL MISS YOU THE SCRAVTOOO :*

Erasmus Huis

halooo, apa kabar kawan kawan? hehe
oke hari ini, gue diajak sama bokap pergi ke Erasmus Huis Jakarta sama British Council, *apaan tuh?* au gue aja gatau pas sebelum tadi gue datengin haha.

Erasmus Huis tuh yaa kayak kedutaan besar Belanda gitu, nah dari bulan Mei sampe Juni tuh disana ada pameran enamel gitu deh *enamel apaan wep?* enamel itu loh, papan iklan gitu, nah disitu mamerin enamel enamel Belanda pas jaman dulu. tapi masa ya, ada yg enamelnya tuh pake bahasa belanda indonesia tapi..aneh jadinya bahasanya,agak ngga nyambung gitu -.-''

Berhubung emang gue lagi libur, jadi bokap ngajakin pergi tuh kesana, yaa udah lama sih emang ngajakinnya tapi waktunya bentrok mulu, pas gue bisa eh bokapnya yg ngga bisa, yasudahlah baru hari ini kita pergi. Sekitar jam 10an lah gue pergi dari rumah, dan yap pas banget sama apa yg gue kira, jalanan macet paraaaaah. Mana erasmusnya ada di daerah kuningan lagi beh yaudahlah tambah tambah, ada deh di jalan 2jam sendiri huft ._. oke sampe sana jam 12an lah, itu makin rame gara-gara nge pas sama orang kantor pada makan siang haduh tobat tobat. Udah tuh nyampe sana, mau masuknya aja ribet het dah semuanyaaa diperiksa, tas, badan, dompet, ya maklum sih masuk dubes *saya ngga bawa bom kok pak* dan oke itu satpam bawa bawa anjing segala ya meriksanya -.- Tapi worth it kok, setimpal sama macet macetan kita, didalem baguuus, enamelnya lucu-lucu. Oh iya disana juga ada perpusnya, tapi pas di perpusnya ngga boleh motret-motret padahal lucu-lucu buku disana, padahal sih gue ngga ngerti maksud itu buku apaan, secara bahasanya belanda semua, apa yg bisa gue ngertiin, tapi ya tapi bahasa belanda mirip mirip bahasa jerman deh *mirip loh ya mirip*

Nah abis darisana kita mau ke British Council di daerah mana deh tuh ya tadi lupa gue pokonya nama gedungnya ada sequence sequence-nya deh hehe. Eh pas masuk kan nanya satpam tuh *pak britich council lantai berapa ya?* daaan satpamnya ngomong *maaf pak, british councilnya udah pindah ke ratu plaza* wah gubrak, udah macet-macet ternyata itu udah ga ada disana, yaudah kita memutuskan untuk ngga jadi ke british council, solanya kata bokap di daerah ratu plaza itu macet apa lagi jam jam segitu tadi, yaaah yaudah deh kita pulang, mampir dulu bentar makan siang

ada nih foto-fotonya pas yg di Erasmus Huis, tapi ngga semua ya yg gue masukin, pegel cuy ehehe

tapi sayangnya pas yg diperpusnya ngga boleh foto-foto padahal perpusnya kece tau hihi
oke deh see ya on the next post yaa :D

hulaaaaaa, udah lama gue ngga cerita cerita disini. maaf yaa, berhubung lagi sibuk sama sekolahan, ya lo tau sendiri 61 kayak apaan tau. bingung juga sih kenapa banyak banget yg daftar mandiri 61, udah tau sekolah pelit ngasih libur gini hh tapi yasudahlah ada kekurangan kan ada kelebihan juga, gini gini bangga lah gue sama ini sekolah haha :P


yaaap dan sekarang malem minggu, oke dan gue bingung mau ngapain, akhirnya gue mutusin stay dikamar, ambil netbook dan onlineee tapi..tetep aja gue bosen. 
eh eh baca buku 'Little Prince' itu buku cerita anak di Prancis  gitu, kalo judul bahasa prancisnya sih 'Le Petit Prince' kalo ngga salah yaa, soalnya gue baca yg versi inggrisnya. itu bagus loh ceritanya beneran deh suer haha <--- maksa. ada salah satu kutipan yg paling gue suka "On ne voit bien qu'avec le coeur L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux" artinya: "It's only with the heart that one can see clearly. What's essential, is invisible to the eye" aaa so sweet :D


ok see ya on the next post :)

Quote Of The Day

It's only with the heart that one can see clearly. What's essential, is invisible to the eye...

-Little Prince Story-

Get It Right

What have I done?

I wish I could run away from this ship going under

Just trying to help, hurt everyone else

Now I feel th weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

How many time will it take for me?

To Get It Right

Can I start again with my faith shaken?

Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes

But if I get stronger and wiser

I'll get trough this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

How many time will it take for me?

To Get It Right

So I throw up my fist

Throw a punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah I'll send out a wish

Yeah I'll send up a prayer

And finally someone see how much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

How many time will it take for me?

To Get It Right

this songs I heard on Glee, so much inspiring to us, you should hear it somehow, Enjoooy :D

100% original

yeah it's me, I am not a girl who likes pretend to be someone else just for make somebody happy or just for impress someone. I am who I am, no matter whose looking at me I just act like ME. I'm just little girl which in process to be like more teenagers, yeah I do. I still like crying if don't know what I have to say if someone push me to do something. I still do a lot of things that little girl do, but I admit that I'm just some immature girl, hell no, I'm not like that.
like it said "don't judgje the book by it's cover"

I ♥ MY DAD

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. 

When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. 

When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. 

When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. 

When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. 

When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. 

When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. 

When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. 

When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. 

When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. 

When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. 

When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. 

When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. 

When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. 

And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

abstract..

My Greatest Power..

my greatest power is the power of To Be

To Be more loving

To Be more courageus

To Be more joyous

To Be more friendly

To Be more sensitive

To Be more aware

To Be more forgiving

To Be more tolerant

To Be more humble

To Be more patient

To Be more helpful

To Be a Greater Human Being

lesson of the day

be thankfull of what you get now, don't be jeaolus of what other people get because jeaolusy can make you feel really annoying


share any problems or any story to your mom or your dad or maybe both because they can help you and it makes you fell better after you tell them

Bersyukur..

Bersyukur..
punya keluarga yang kayak gini, keluarga yang kayak gini yang gue mau

Bersyukur..
punya ayah yang selalu ada kapanpun dan dimanapun anaknya butuh, yang selalu sabar sama anaknya walaupun anaknya kadang kadang bandel, ayah yang paling simple dan paling ganteeeng hihi dan yang paling penting ayah yang sayang banget sama anaknya, setiap aku tanya 'ayah sayang sama aku seapa?' pasti ayah bilang 'ayah bingung mau jawab apa, soalnya ga ada benda di dunia ini yang bisa nandingin sayangnya ayah ke kamu kak' :')

Bersyukur..
punya bunda yang paling paling 'te o pe', walaupun kadang suka marah tapi aku tau bunda sayang sama aku, bunda paling sabaaaaaaaar banget sama anaknya yang pada jail sama bandel hihi.bunda juga ibu yang paliiiing cantik, dan yang paling penting bunda yang sayang sama anaknya, gausah pake tanya ke bunda kalo bunda sayang sama aku, ga penting karena tanpa aku tanya gitu pasti setiap mau berangkat sekolah, pulang sekolah, mau tidur dan mau apapun pasti bunda bilang 'I love you kaak, hati-hati yaa jaga diri baik-baik, saranghaee' :')

Bersyukur..
punya adek kayak Azzah dan Aziz, walaupun mereka sering bandel dan sering godain aku sampe nangis tapi mereka adek yang paliiiiiiiiiiing baik, mereka juga selalu ada pas aku lagi butuh, waktu sakit juga mereka yang paling sering nemenin kalo bunda sama ayah gak ada.
Azzah yang walupun sering minjem baju, tas atau apapun dari aku tapi gitu gitu dia sayang sama kakaknya, kita juga saling cerita tentang keadaan di sekolah setiap malem.
Aziz yang paling suka jailin kakaknya, tapi dia gitu gitu peduli banget sama kakaknya walaupun dia anak paling kecil tapi sifatnya udah kayak anak cowo paling gede, dia selalu ngelindungin kakaknya kalo kakakny lagi susah, hobinya kalo lagi sakit pasti selalu tidur bareng aku soalnya dia minta apa apa pasti sama kakaknya hihi :')

Bersyukur..
punya eyang kakung sama eyang putri yang sayang sama peduli banget sama cucunya, walaupun cucunya sering bandel sama mereke. walupun mereka udah ga ada, tapi aku tetep ngerasa mereka masih disini tapi mereka lagi 'dipinjem' sama Allah buat ditanya tanyain, semoga mereka baik baik aja disana.
Eyang kakung yang paling deket sama aku, waktu dia sakit aku yang jagain dirumah sakit, walaupun dia gak sadar, tapi aku tahu kalo dia lagi panggil panggil nama aku soalnya keliatan pas aku pegang tangannya, tangannya bergerak. Sampe saat saat terakhir waktu dia 'dipinjem' sama Allah, ngeliatnya ga tega, kenapa harus di depan mata cucunya? tapi mungkin itu jalan yang terbaik :')
Eyang putri juga, waktu dia sakit aku yang nginep di rumah sakit. dulu, waktu masih kecil pasti setiap pagi dia bikin kue kue kering buat cucunya, tapi sekarang pasti dia lagi bikin kue kering juga buat malaikat yang lagi istirahat disana, pasti malaikat pada seneng deh soalnya cucunya aja seneng kalo dibikinin kue. sayang, waktu dia 'dipinjem' sama Allah kita sekeluarga lagi di rumah kakek nenek yang satunya jadi kita ga bisa dampingin, tapi kita langsung pergi ke rumah sakit waktu dapet kabar itu.
Semoga eyang kakung sama eyang putri baik baik yaa disana :) mereka emang pasangan sehidup semati, mereka meninggal di tahun yang sama, kasian tapi ayah huhu

Bersyukur..
punya enin sama kiking (panggilan lain buat nenek kakek) yang masih bisa ngehibur cucunya waktu cucunya lagi sedih, yang selalu ada kalo cucunya lagi pada butuh, yang selalu nge doain cucunya kalo cucunya mau ujian atau ada ulangan. Alhamdulillah enin sama kiking masih ada, mereka belum 'dipinjem' sama Allah, semoga mereka panjang umur dan tolong ya Allah jangan 'pinjem' mereka dulu sebelum mereka ngeliat cucunya nikah dan punya anak hihi :)

Bersyukur..
bisa masuk 61, karena kalo gamasuk 61 pasti ga ketemu makhluk makhluk langka kayak THE SCRAVTO, emang udah beberapa kali ngebahas ini makhluk di blog tapi pasti ga pernah ada abisnya kalo ngebahas anak anak ini, the best class that i've ever had before. walaupun kita udah mau pisah, tapi gue gabakal ngelupain lo semua, lo semua berkesan bagi gue setiap anak di kelas ini, love you all guuuys

Bersyukur..
sangat teramat bersyukur sama Allah yang udah biarin aku hidup di dunia dan di lingkungan yang seperti ini, karena kalo engga, pasti ga bakal pernah aku ketemu sama semua orang yang aku kenal sekarang, ga ada suka duka yang aku lewatin selama beberapa tahun ini, ga ada kebahagiaan yang aku bagi untuk keluarga teman dan lainnya, ga ada lagi kesedihan yang bisa aku lewati dengan bantuan teman dan keluarga, ga ada cerita cerita sama keluarga sama ayah sama bunda sama adek, ga ada gosip gosipan lagi sama temen temen, ga ada dan ga bakal ada itu semua. Jadi terimakasih ya ya Allah buat semua ini, makasih udah nyiptain aku :D

Hope Is A Dream Doesn't Sleep - Kyuhyun

It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.

It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy

My heart is filled with love.

Today I might live in a harsh world again.

Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.

The dreams that are still ringing in my ears

Are leaving my side towards you.

Everyday my life is like a dream.

If we can look at each other and love each other

I’ll stand up again.

To me, the happiness of those precious memories

Will be warmer during hard times.

For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.

Like a shadow by my side you always

Quietly come to me.

To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday

With feelings of yearning, you come to me.

Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.

Because you are always by my side.

Like dust, will those memories change and leave?

I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.

Everyday my life is like a dream.

If we can look at each other and love each other

I’ll stand up again.

To me, the happiness of those precious memories

Will be warmer during hard times.

For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.

No matter how many times I stumble and fall

I’m still standing like this.

I only have one heart.

When I’m tired you become my strength.

My heart is towards you forever.

So I swallowed the hurt and grief.

I’ll only show you my smiling form.

It doesn’t even hurt now.

I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with you

I’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach

I love you with all my heart.

I really really like this song, when i heard it i was crying because this song is very touched my heart aaaa saranghae KyuHyun. But the part that i like a lot is the blue colour, that that that you see. And you must hear it, go search on youtube or anything.

lesson of the day

you can do everything but not anything

a day with 'almost' the half of scravto

Heyoooow, hari ini selesai midtest ada rencana dadakan dari anak scravto. Kita nonton di Bekasi Square sama tadinya sih mau karokean di Mega Bekasi (nape bekasi semua sih, ya abis paling deket situ) haha. Nah tapi anak cowonya katanya mau main futsal dulu nih di Futsal City, eh ga jadi soalnya ga bakal keburu kalo mau nonton, padahal tadinya banyak loh anak cowonya yang ikut jadi berkurang deh yg ikut nonton hehe (maaf ya kawan kawan, kenapa ga ikut aja sih) Sebelum berangkat, gue kharina intan meika dan eka mampir Mcd dulu lah isi perut, biasa batre bakal abis klao belom di charge makanan dulu hoho nanti ga seru kan kalo diem hehe.


Yaa walaupun ga semuanya ikut tapi gue seneeeeng, itu gue anggep kado dari anak scravto hihi cie ilah. Yang ikut ada gue, kharina, intan, eka, meika, distria, ilham, agam, fajri, baihaqi, jasti. Yap dan kita ngebolang beranjak dari satu mall ke mall lain haha, untung ga kayak anak lain *yagimanayaorangkitakitakankece hoho


Kita nonton THE HOLE anjiiir serem abis sumpah, bukan film setan sih tapi agak horor gitu, ngagetin lah filmnya hh -.-. Abis nonton kita langsung bingung tuh mau ngapain, berasa anak ilang di mall pake seragam hehe, tapi kapan lagi bisa jalan sama anak kelas *semogabisajalanlagiamin. Nah terus kita memutuskan untuk karokean di mana deh tadi lupa namanya pokoknya di Mega Bekasi deh. Udah sampe sana tuh, kita langsung numpang solat dulu kan ya eh abis itu kata mas mas-nya kita waiting list, baru masuk jam setengah enam *gubrak kapan pulangnya kalo gitu mah haha. Jadilah kita gajadi karokean, yasudah kita beli eskrim aja abis itu pulang deeeeh. Lumayan balik dianter agam, di mobil kita usil sama baihaqi hoho *uculbetsilobai 


Sampe rumah sekitar jam 6an deh pas banget mau maghrib hehe, pokoknya intinya I HAVE ONE REALLY EXCITING DAY WITH SCRAVTO AAAA LOVE YOU ALL GUYS cup ah

xoxo

Awp

finally the midtest is oveeer :)

yeyeyeyeye akhirnya midtest selesaaaai, semoga nilainya bagus bagus ya Allah amin amin hihi

Do You Ever Feel...

Do you ever feel..
like there's no people around you but the truth, there is soo many people beside you?

Do you ever feel..
like nobody can understand what your feel right now?

Do you ever feel..
like you were alone in tiny room?

Do you ever feel..
you could do better than now?

Do you ever feel..
you should share something to anyone?

Do you ever feel..
intimidate by your own self?

Do  you ever feel..
there's someone care about you but you don't recognize it?

Do you ever feel..
you regret something that not nobody care but you care a lot?

Do you ever fell like all those?

I do, but i don't want to over think about it and let the things flow slowly in my life ,maybe God have something to say or to do by giving me a thought like those all things

HEY I'M A BIRTHDAY GIRL :p

March, 6th 2011 i'm having my 15th birthday. I'm not celebrate it, just go out with my family, actually i was going to my grandparents house. Yeah, i go out with them, eat, shop, and buy stuff hehe. Maybe this birthday not as fun as last year but i really happy because, all the members of scravto congrulate my birthday aaa i'm sooo happy. That was the biggest present that i've ever had before. 
I don't ned a lot of present, just a day with my hole family and go out with them and i want a day with all my scravto member and go out to play or just go around jakarta with them. Aaaaa i wish i had that for my present hihi.
Actually i've got a present from school, you know what IT IS A SECOND SEMESTER MIDTEST -.- thank you for being sooooo kind to me school hh.
I hope my midtest going as well as i hope and i hope i won't get any remedial test amin amiiin, and so far my midtest good. Today was the first day of my midtest, and jeng jeng the first lesson is math haha can it be any better for my present *gubrak
Oh yeah at 8th of March my mom was having a birthday, yeah our birthday was close so sometimes we celebrate it together. Oh iya, last monday i'm having my medical check up, it was began at about 15.30 and finished at 22.00 aaaaa and the result hadn't come yet, i hope i will be okay :)


aaand at the end of this post, i'm not actually talked only about my birthday, i also talked about another because long time no pooost. Ok gotta go, see ya

xoxo

Awp

B-O-R-E-D-O-M

demi apapun gue bosen aaaa, mau tidur gabisa, mau makan tapi males, mau nonton ga ada film bagus hh apatau deh hah betebetebetebetebete, ya mumpung wifi belom dimatiin terus laptop ada dikamar,ya boleh lah online hoho <--- licik -~-

hell-o aaa, miape bete abis sumpah, yeee tanggal 6 ulangtahun, akhirnya gue nanti jadi umur 15 ya Allah terimakasih, padahal iri sama temen-temen yg umurnya udah 16th aa sweet sixteen ya teman hehe

life is (not) easy

hey hey hey ada awp disini,awp datang semua senang hahaha :P


siapa bilang sih kalo hidup itu mudah atau gampang lah istilahnya, hem pasti yg bilang kalo hidup itu mudah ya orang yang sangat aneh -.- mana ada sih yg namanya hidup itu gampang, pret banget hehe. lagian kalo hidup itu gampang jadi ya gak seru lah, mana enak ngejalanin hidup itu tanpa ada kendala, gak seru kali jadi gak ada tantangan dalam hidup. nanti kalo kita udah di surga kan jadi gak bisa berbagi cerita ke orang yang ada disana juga gimana petualangan hidup kita, yang bener tuh ya LIFE IS NOT EASY BUT YOU SHOULD TAKE IN EASY WITH YOUR LIFE, helooow jaman ya stres cuman gara-gara hidup itu susah ish engga deh ya, ngapain sih kamu buang-buang tenaga kamu cuman buat hal-hal yang gak penting ya kayak mikir kenapa hidup itu susah banget hh capek tau. mendingan ya saran aku, pikirin apa yang mau kamu lakukan buat kedepannya supaya hidup kamu bisa tertata dengan baik dan kamu gak gampang stres dengan hal-hal kehidupan yang memang rumit. ya karena aku udah SMA tapi umur masih muda (ya maklum lah) aku udah diajarin sama orang tua buat mikirin masa depan, jangan juga capek-capek mikirin hal yang gak guna buat diri sendiri. kayak aku aja deh, gausah ribet sama kehidupan yang ngejelimet, aneh, dan kadang-kadang emang ngeselin, mikir aja tentang hal-hal yang baik pasti nanti juga bakal tenang kok :)


byeee thanks for reading my post

xoxo

awp

(another) quotes

Do not regret, of what we have done. But take a valuable lesson from what we have done

by Anisa Wisnu Putri

quotes

seeing is not believing

but believing is seeing

by Anisa Wisnu Putri

fixie ^^

heeeeeeey welcome back to my blog, and thanks before for reading my blog for such a quite long time hehe
okok before that 'BIG THANKS TO MY DADY' ecegitu haha makasih lah ya ayah ku tayaaaang, rejeki rejeki gak kemana deh emang buat gue hehe, dapet fixie gue aaa ya walapun agak nyeleneh dari apa itu fixie sendiri, lah gimana engga masa fixie ditambahin rem sama bokap gue eh mana ditambahin standar juga lagi hh tapi gapapalah kan buat kebaikan anaknya sendiri masa entar gue jatoh gara gara gabisa nge rem kan ga lucu nanti orang orang ngeliatin lagi 'kenapa itu anak kece jatoh' hahaha :P
fixie gue sih ban-nya ungu, pelek-nya hijau sama body-nya putih 

lumayan lah buat jalan jalan sore sama adek hehe, maacih ayaaah cup ah hihi

(another) Random

heyooooow balik lagi bersama awp si bocah labil hoho


oke dan sekarang tanggal berapa kawaaaaan? tanggal 14 (terus kenapa gitu, penting?) hem bagi gue sih enggak, biasa aja sih ya abis gue single dan bukan double haha berasa mesen burger aja ini hh, yap you know, I'm just a little girl who don't know a lot of  things and probably i should learn something or anything, started from 'apa itu gunanya pacaran?'


yaa yang gue tau lah kalo orang pacaran berati udah lagi pendekatan buat mau nikah ya at least that was my mom said to me hehe, but i know, pacaran itu sebenernya sih ya menurut pandangan gue aja sih au deh bener apa engga, pacaran di masa masa SMA itu haduh sebenernya gue agak risih kalo ngomongnya pacaran ya kesannya gimanaaa gitu deh, enakan tuh ya kalo pacaran masih sma dibilangnya 'hubungan lebih dekat' atau 'teman dekat' beda loh ya 'teman dekat' sama sahabat apa engga temen hehe lanjuuuuut. yaaa 'temen deket' itu sih sebenernya buat nemenin kita waktu lagi sepi aja tapi bedanya ini temen deketnya itu lawan jenis jadi seru, seru dalam arti jadi kita bisa tuker pandangan gitu lah ya ngerti lah ya. ok and i think maybe i should have 'close friend' now because hey i wanna know how its gonna feel hehe tapi yaa karena situasi dan kondisi yang tidak menetukan jadi yaaa ditunda dulu lah ya hehe, doakan saja yop hehe sipsipsip


oke sampai disini dulu perjumpaan kita, hope you can enjoy my blog thaaaanks
big hug awppp xoxo

Random

hey, i just want to share my story, hem not my story actually,it is my experiences that i've been trough all this time.


  You know all parents just like want to interfere our bussines, and i know sometimes that was bother us around, and we must be thought that 'what were they doing, just leave me alone with my whole problem'. Yeah, that's right,right? I do think like that, not just once but maybe usually i think like that to my parents, but i realize that my parents do that for me because some reasons and maybe they don't give us the 'reasons' is. So i suggest, just be open to your parents because your parents know what is the best for you. And okey maybe at this age we sometimes a little bit mad or angry to our parents but guest what, when you get older then your parents will not young anymore or we called they will be look like our 'grandparents' now(white hair, old, yeah you know), you will be regret your behavior that used to your parents


  Now this is not my experience but i take this lesson based on my friend's story. Who does not want to have a girlfriend or a boyfriend while we were on high school, people also thought that high school is the most exciting moment with your friends and hanging out together and date or something else. Yeah i do think like that to, and i can do that stuff but one thing that i can't do for a while is that i can't have a boyfriend. Because you know, my parents do not allow me to have a boyfriend first, i know why they do that to me and i can except it although maybe sometimes i a little bit jeaolus to my friends who already has a boyfriend, hey i also want to know what its feel when you have a boyfriend haha. But come on wep just don't think it anymore, you're only 14th years old and you will get it someday well ofcourse when parents allow me ehehe. But what i want to share to you all guys is, it's ok if you already have a boyfriend or a girlfriend now but don't be superfluity because it will be dangerous to yourself and to your girlf or boyf. And for those who have not allowed courtship(pacaran) it's ok, just obey what your parents said and do not having a backstreet relationship because it much the same that you are lying to your parents and lying is sin(dosa).


Everyone have a different way to have fun so have fun with your own way and just make your life more beautiful than ever and you will enjoy it. Believe me because I am doing that :)

angket oh angket

heyooo balik lagi disini bersama awp si bocah labih hoho :P tau gak tau gak sih kelas gue bikin angket gitu deeeeh ada kok hasilnya buka aja di thescravtox2.blogspot.com semuanya lengkaaaaaaps hehe, eh eh ini hasilnya deng hehe gue copy paste dari blog-nya kelas gue hihi silahkaaaaan dilihitan :)

tercantik & terganteng ----> Ella & Fauzanterlesbian & termaho ------> Distria,Echa & Rizky,Acip
termanis --------------------> Eka & Baihaqi
tercool ----------------------> Dhea & ... (yg cowo blm)
tergalau --------------------> Fanni & Fachri
tergaul ----------------------> Meika & Fauzan
terimut ---------------------> Puput & Baihaqi
terkeren --------------------> Awp & Fathurterfashionable -------------> Dhea & Fathur
ternarsis --------------------> Fanni & .... (yg cowo blm)
termacho --------------------> Dewinna & Fauzan
terasik -----------------------> Meika & Agam
terusuh ----------------------> Echa & ... (yg cowo blm)
tertoa ------------------------> Kharina & Ilham
terjayus ---------------------> Echa & Raka
terserius --------------------> Sari & Praba
terajin -----------------------> Sari & Acip
teralim -----------------------> Suci & Ikur
terkocak ---------------------> Echa & Fachri
terfeminim ------------------> Adn & Ilham
terdewasa -------------------> Dewinna & Fauzan
terunforgettable ------------> Echa & Ilham
terceria ----------------------> Rika & Ikur
teraniaya --------------------> Echa & Rizky
Orang yg paling menarik waktu pertama kali masuk X.2 ----> Fathur
BEST COUPLE ---------------> Ella & Fauzan
THE BEST PERSON ----------> Sari


omaigat gue dapet terkeren yuhuuuuuu hahahaha padahal gue masih bingung gue keren darimane hehe tapi yasudah lah
salam cupraw :3

my artwork

heyoooooo kembali lagi disini bersama awppp si bocah labil hoho, sekarang gue mau ngeliatin hasil fotografi gue eseses yaaa walaupun masih amatiran harap maklum lah ya jadinya, dan foto ini NO EDIT ehehe abis kalo foto pake di edit edit gitu jadi kurang puas karena itu kan bukan hasil karya kita sendiri hehe. sebenernya sih fotonya udah ada di gadget tapiii ya gapapa deh yuhuhu

gimana gimana? bagus gak bagus gak, bisa dikomen kok makasiiih hehe
xoxo. awp ^o^

first week back to school

hellooooow long time no post (?) haha ga deng ah baru bentar hehe, yap yap sesuai judul kali ini bahas minggu pertama balik lagi sekolah. heem gimana ya, seneeeeeeng ketemu temen temen lagi apa lagi anak THESCRAVTO aAaAaAaAaA demi deh. tapi tapi tapi yah namanya juga enematu ye hari pertama aja udah ada pr, hari kedua tambah lagi, daaaaan seterusnya terus baru minggu pertama nih ya gue udah dapet yaaa sekitar 3 tugas kelompok gitu dan itu susah susah (huft <--- bahasanya entep) ahaha. ya tapi lah namanya juga hidup ada susah ada senengnya, lagian gapapa juga sih ya kan namanya juga siswa ya pasti sibuk tugas lah belajar lah pr lah apa kek gitu hehe.oh iya kelas gue bikin angket loooh, udah selesai dihitung sih nanti deh gue post hasilnya hihi
udah deh segini dulu abisnya gue lagi ga ada topik hehe, salam awp cup ah babaay