Get It Right

What have I done?

I wish I could run away from this ship going under

Just trying to help, hurt everyone else

Now I feel th weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

How many time will it take for me?

To Get It Right

Can I start again with my faith shaken?

Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes

But if I get stronger and wiser

I'll get trough this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

How many time will it take for me?

To Get It Right

So I throw up my fist

Throw a punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah I'll send out a wish

Yeah I'll send up a prayer

And finally someone see how much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

And all that you touch tumbles down?

Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

How many time will it take for me?

To Get It Right

this songs I heard on Glee, so much inspiring to us, you should hear it somehow, Enjoooy :D

100% original

yeah it's me, I am not a girl who likes pretend to be someone else just for make somebody happy or just for impress someone. I am who I am, no matter whose looking at me I just act like ME. I'm just little girl which in process to be like more teenagers, yeah I do. I still like crying if don't know what I have to say if someone push me to do something. I still do a lot of things that little girl do, but I admit that I'm just some immature girl, hell no, I'm not like that.
like it said "don't judgje the book by it's cover"

I ♥ MY DAD

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. 

When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. 

When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. 

When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. 

When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. 

When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. 

When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. 

When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. 

When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. 

When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. 

When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. 

When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. 

When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. 

When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. 

And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

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My Greatest Power..

my greatest power is the power of To Be

To Be more loving

To Be more courageus

To Be more joyous

To Be more friendly

To Be more sensitive

To Be more aware

To Be more forgiving

To Be more tolerant

To Be more humble

To Be more patient

To Be more helpful

To Be a Greater Human Being

lesson of the day

be thankfull of what you get now, don't be jeaolus of what other people get because jeaolusy can make you feel really annoying


share any problems or any story to your mom or your dad or maybe both because they can help you and it makes you fell better after you tell them

Bersyukur..

Bersyukur..
punya keluarga yang kayak gini, keluarga yang kayak gini yang gue mau

Bersyukur..
punya ayah yang selalu ada kapanpun dan dimanapun anaknya butuh, yang selalu sabar sama anaknya walaupun anaknya kadang kadang bandel, ayah yang paling simple dan paling ganteeeng hihi dan yang paling penting ayah yang sayang banget sama anaknya, setiap aku tanya 'ayah sayang sama aku seapa?' pasti ayah bilang 'ayah bingung mau jawab apa, soalnya ga ada benda di dunia ini yang bisa nandingin sayangnya ayah ke kamu kak' :')

Bersyukur..
punya bunda yang paling paling 'te o pe', walaupun kadang suka marah tapi aku tau bunda sayang sama aku, bunda paling sabaaaaaaaar banget sama anaknya yang pada jail sama bandel hihi.bunda juga ibu yang paliiiing cantik, dan yang paling penting bunda yang sayang sama anaknya, gausah pake tanya ke bunda kalo bunda sayang sama aku, ga penting karena tanpa aku tanya gitu pasti setiap mau berangkat sekolah, pulang sekolah, mau tidur dan mau apapun pasti bunda bilang 'I love you kaak, hati-hati yaa jaga diri baik-baik, saranghaee' :')

Bersyukur..
punya adek kayak Azzah dan Aziz, walaupun mereka sering bandel dan sering godain aku sampe nangis tapi mereka adek yang paliiiiiiiiiiing baik, mereka juga selalu ada pas aku lagi butuh, waktu sakit juga mereka yang paling sering nemenin kalo bunda sama ayah gak ada.
Azzah yang walupun sering minjem baju, tas atau apapun dari aku tapi gitu gitu dia sayang sama kakaknya, kita juga saling cerita tentang keadaan di sekolah setiap malem.
Aziz yang paling suka jailin kakaknya, tapi dia gitu gitu peduli banget sama kakaknya walaupun dia anak paling kecil tapi sifatnya udah kayak anak cowo paling gede, dia selalu ngelindungin kakaknya kalo kakakny lagi susah, hobinya kalo lagi sakit pasti selalu tidur bareng aku soalnya dia minta apa apa pasti sama kakaknya hihi :')

Bersyukur..
punya eyang kakung sama eyang putri yang sayang sama peduli banget sama cucunya, walaupun cucunya sering bandel sama mereke. walupun mereka udah ga ada, tapi aku tetep ngerasa mereka masih disini tapi mereka lagi 'dipinjem' sama Allah buat ditanya tanyain, semoga mereka baik baik aja disana.
Eyang kakung yang paling deket sama aku, waktu dia sakit aku yang jagain dirumah sakit, walaupun dia gak sadar, tapi aku tahu kalo dia lagi panggil panggil nama aku soalnya keliatan pas aku pegang tangannya, tangannya bergerak. Sampe saat saat terakhir waktu dia 'dipinjem' sama Allah, ngeliatnya ga tega, kenapa harus di depan mata cucunya? tapi mungkin itu jalan yang terbaik :')
Eyang putri juga, waktu dia sakit aku yang nginep di rumah sakit. dulu, waktu masih kecil pasti setiap pagi dia bikin kue kue kering buat cucunya, tapi sekarang pasti dia lagi bikin kue kering juga buat malaikat yang lagi istirahat disana, pasti malaikat pada seneng deh soalnya cucunya aja seneng kalo dibikinin kue. sayang, waktu dia 'dipinjem' sama Allah kita sekeluarga lagi di rumah kakek nenek yang satunya jadi kita ga bisa dampingin, tapi kita langsung pergi ke rumah sakit waktu dapet kabar itu.
Semoga eyang kakung sama eyang putri baik baik yaa disana :) mereka emang pasangan sehidup semati, mereka meninggal di tahun yang sama, kasian tapi ayah huhu

Bersyukur..
punya enin sama kiking (panggilan lain buat nenek kakek) yang masih bisa ngehibur cucunya waktu cucunya lagi sedih, yang selalu ada kalo cucunya lagi pada butuh, yang selalu nge doain cucunya kalo cucunya mau ujian atau ada ulangan. Alhamdulillah enin sama kiking masih ada, mereka belum 'dipinjem' sama Allah, semoga mereka panjang umur dan tolong ya Allah jangan 'pinjem' mereka dulu sebelum mereka ngeliat cucunya nikah dan punya anak hihi :)

Bersyukur..
bisa masuk 61, karena kalo gamasuk 61 pasti ga ketemu makhluk makhluk langka kayak THE SCRAVTO, emang udah beberapa kali ngebahas ini makhluk di blog tapi pasti ga pernah ada abisnya kalo ngebahas anak anak ini, the best class that i've ever had before. walaupun kita udah mau pisah, tapi gue gabakal ngelupain lo semua, lo semua berkesan bagi gue setiap anak di kelas ini, love you all guuuys

Bersyukur..
sangat teramat bersyukur sama Allah yang udah biarin aku hidup di dunia dan di lingkungan yang seperti ini, karena kalo engga, pasti ga bakal pernah aku ketemu sama semua orang yang aku kenal sekarang, ga ada suka duka yang aku lewatin selama beberapa tahun ini, ga ada kebahagiaan yang aku bagi untuk keluarga teman dan lainnya, ga ada lagi kesedihan yang bisa aku lewati dengan bantuan teman dan keluarga, ga ada cerita cerita sama keluarga sama ayah sama bunda sama adek, ga ada gosip gosipan lagi sama temen temen, ga ada dan ga bakal ada itu semua. Jadi terimakasih ya ya Allah buat semua ini, makasih udah nyiptain aku :D

Hope Is A Dream Doesn't Sleep - Kyuhyun

It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.

It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy

My heart is filled with love.

Today I might live in a harsh world again.

Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.

The dreams that are still ringing in my ears

Are leaving my side towards you.

Everyday my life is like a dream.

If we can look at each other and love each other

I’ll stand up again.

To me, the happiness of those precious memories

Will be warmer during hard times.

For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.

Like a shadow by my side you always

Quietly come to me.

To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday

With feelings of yearning, you come to me.

Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.

Because you are always by my side.

Like dust, will those memories change and leave?

I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.

Everyday my life is like a dream.

If we can look at each other and love each other

I’ll stand up again.

To me, the happiness of those precious memories

Will be warmer during hard times.

For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.

No matter how many times I stumble and fall

I’m still standing like this.

I only have one heart.

When I’m tired you become my strength.

My heart is towards you forever.

So I swallowed the hurt and grief.

I’ll only show you my smiling form.

It doesn’t even hurt now.

I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with you

I’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach

I love you with all my heart.

I really really like this song, when i heard it i was crying because this song is very touched my heart aaaa saranghae KyuHyun. But the part that i like a lot is the blue colour, that that that you see. And you must hear it, go search on youtube or anything.

lesson of the day

you can do everything but not anything